Fire from within

Ever since I was 16 years old I can remember the feeling of being on fire for God.
This feeling of wanting to shout it at the top of my lungs and to everyone I knew and didn't know, that Jesus died for them and loves them.
I am finding that the more I dig deeper into God's word and the more I try to apply His word to my life in every situation, the more I want to shout again.....JESUS DIED FOR YOU, HE LOVES YOU, RECEIVE HIM NOW!!!!
There is an urgency in these feelings for me....I know people, ones that are very close to me that I love dearly, they need this message. When you're that close to someone it's hard to get the messages across without portraying yourself as high and mighty. People that close to us know our faults and failures, so sending a message of hope and healing and love through Jesus Christ, doesn't always come through that way.
I pray that through my actions it can speak louder than my words ever could.
Change me Jesus that my actions drowned out my words from my past, that the future of those I love dearly be changed, and personal relationships with You be made possible.